okay i have returned from the fire ashes of defeat like a goddamn pheonix. no really. i am back now and abit better than i was. i am just a bit depressed. i finally sent out the first few boxes and you know what that means — i really am leaving. no fucking turning back or any of that punking out shit for me. this is the damn end. soon i will be back in my mother’s house for who know’s how long. damn it i might even cry before i go.
yeah. . . i’m becoming a pussy boy in my old age! :^)