i think that i am coming back. everyone has been all crazy today with me. they where all saying that i look way too happy. what the hell is up with people. can’t a guy have a good day. i just felt good about being me. like. . . . i don’t know. i just felt good. i’m still alone and lonely but i just was okay with it. i can’t really explain it well. i was smiling all day. in fact i am smiling right now as we speak.